Mummy, Its been a year. The pain of not being able to see you phisicaly is unbearable. But I know you are watching over me, there are moments when I feel your presence. I hope you are happy with my life. Though the pain is still so fresh, I have learnt to be strong, I can not help tears rolling down now and then, guess that is now part of me. I like it when you visit me in my dreams. Suubi is getting taller is she so beautifull and she is misses your love we talk about you alot. John and the girls are doing well. I bet you were glad when they got the jobs, I could Just see your Joy. Mom, I thank God for having given me a mother like you. I am so proud of you. To me it feels like you are in the next room and one day you will pop out and suprise me. Rest in Peace mom. Love you always. Jess.